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My Hotwife is Back

Finally had THE conversation, I told my wife i want her to get back out there, I get a real thrill out of sharing her, i love hearing her stories when she returns from a date. i love getting the pics and videos during her dates. i enjoy the Strange Uneasy yet exciting rush i get when she shares screen caps of the conversations she has with her "Dates".
 I have a history of getting carried away and pushing things to more of an extreme. For example at one point we had about 5 or 6 guys we were talking to (i mentioned in an earlier post how we had this approval system) and we started talking about lining up a few dates in a row, rent a room for the day and schedule guys to visit one after the other. the idea started to work its way into my brain and i started turning it into some sort of train, and as i got more excited about the possibility i started wanting to add guys to the roster, as the idea grew and my excitement grew i wanted to make it a gang bang. i can still see the imaginary image i conjured up. My beautiful wife Laying Naked used and well fucked, her hair a mess, her huge bosom heaving as she tries to catch her breath from the dozen or so cocks she's just taken, so hot!! And her personality is one not to be outdone so as my fantasies and suggestions get more extreme she would try to top them. And there we were talking about getting her 25 different lovers to play with and once established i would set up a "Party" where she would be blindfolded and i would bring these guys in one by one. her never seeing who was who or how many where really there. very often we would discover we crossed a personal line about a mile or so back and then wed have to reel ourselves in.

i really want to avoid setting too many limits, the idea of her becoming a huge Slut is a real turn on for me. I really want her to just go and explore her sexuality in excess. I want her to find and push her own limits. 

It's been awhile. We hit a bit of speed bump, we were going along very well, she had 3 or 4 regular lovers, I was enjoying it much more than I expected, I still don't understand why and would love to know this side of myself better. She gave me permission to play, and we quickly discovered she does not like sharing me as much as I like sharing her. 

We put a stop to everything, I think experiencing my side of things opened her eyes to the fears and anxiety that comes with sending your spouse off to Fuck another, but she didn't not get to experience the excitement and fun that can accompany giving your wife to another and watching her enjoy herself with another lover. 

It's almost a year later and I'm missing it. I've spent a lot of time thinking about this. I want to ask her to take a lover or lovers, but I need to reassure her that I don't need to play. I want her to know going into this it will be one sided. I enjoyed my Baby girl being a slut, I want her to explore her inner slut. I want her to impress me with how slutty she can be  and I already know she can be very very slutty. I've noticed most wife sharing seems to put the husband in a cuckold role. I'm not a cuckold, I just really like to see my wife in ecstasy. This scenario has the potential to work nicely as she has a desire to be dominated. As much as I've  tried I have not been a very effective Dom but i think in this role having some control over her extramarital activities may give me the dominant stance I need. I'm just not entirely sure if this is quite what she may have had in mind.